Do you remember the excitement you felt when you rented an adult video for the first time in your life?
--The heartbeat when you first stepped into the R18 section--

Dissatisfied with my girlfriend's bland sexual behavior, I was trying to rent my first adult video at the video store,
to avoid revealing my history.
I was secretly trying to enjoy something I couldn't do with my girlfriend.

The R-18 section was filled with male customers much older than me.
I was nervous. I also felt embarrassed.
I picked up a movie I had no intention of watching, and sandwiched an adult video in between.

The time to pay approached.
The cashier I was shown to was a cute, beautiful woman.
(Seriously, is she a woman?)
With unbearable embarrassment in my heart, I placed the DVD on the counter,
and she looked me in the eye and smiled.