I cycle to school for an hour and a half through the vastness of nature. I always thought, "I wish my heart could be as naked as this scenery." In a fatherless household, my mother is constantly looking after my frail younger sister. Before I knew it, I had lost the ability to be selfish. And so I had the desire to "have my virginity taken away." Perhaps pleasure is a rite of passage for me. The true face of 18-year-old Terakawa Nene.