It wasn't supposed to be this way...
I just wanted to fill the void in my heart

I married my husband and became a full-time housewife
My stable life, the same old routine
I was bored...

I wasn't having sex with my husband either...
I felt like I wasn't needed by anyone
I felt left behind by the world

I had housework to do and couldn't leave the house much
So I started inviting my cheating man into my home

While my husband was at work
I could be satisfied by being held by the cheating man...that was all I needed

"Would you like to try this?"
An aphrodisiac Of course I was scared too
I tried it out of curiosity and morbid curiosity...

My body got hot, I got aroused, and my whole body became sensitive...
I was overcome with an indescribable ecstasy

I wanted to have sex that felt that good again...
Every time we met I began to crave the aphrodisiac

Even after my affair partner left and my husband came home
my body was throbbing uncontrollably...
I wasn't aware that I was showing symptoms of addiction

I had no idea that my husband was suspicious
What awaited me as I repeatedly used aphrodisiac sex for extramarital affairs was...